themadarcher

I walk down the hall to the end, there is a tv there, on the floor, it's an old TV. I turn it on and flip through the channels slowly as to not miss anything. Something comes on, it's a preacher "You need to believe in Jesus Christ" He says. I feel compelled to listen to him so I do. He continues to preach about forgiveness and god, it annoys me. Why am I watching this? I was bored. I walk further to a door on the other side of the room, I open the door, and see a bright light shining on a microphone. I start singing a song about love and life. I lose track of my words and start to mumble. Why am I singing this? I was bored. I get bored t

Dear god make the agony end If for one moment you're up there If for one moment you're listening. Dear god end this pain. If the blood spills from her again I don't know what I'd do. Dear god you've abandoned her after all she's done for you after the sacrifice she made for you

Back here again, oh joy in a box it's dark, and empty at least I'm sure it is. Some one needs to turn a light on for gods fucking sake. The lights turn on there is a noose with my best friend hanging from it, she is struggling there's a knife on the other side of the room. I can't get the knife in time but I'll still try, I run to the edge of the room. I picked up the knife, I run back to her she's still alive. I cut her down, and she dies in my arm. I hear laughing, a hallway lights up with a door at the end, I run down the hallway to the door at the end. I open the door to see a chair with a gun on it. I still hear the laughing I collapse.

Trapped in a room, blood all around me. I can't move as much as I try, I can't get up. I can smell the dead, but I can't feel my body, I feel me moving but it's a numb feeling. What is this? I open my mouth to scream but nothing comes out but mumbles. Two doctors with masks come in, next thing I know I'm being wheeled away into a white room.  I mumble "Who are you?!" "Who are you?". I'm horrified, stuck in this white room  and not knowing what's happening. A needle is stuck in my arm, I start to bleed. I just stare at the blood and lay back. I feel the needles sting. I see a bright light and I'm in the arms of my friend, she kisses me on the

Am I really this mad? To be locked in a room, with no tv, radio, or computer? This is just frustrating, I've done nothing unjustified. Every single one of them got what they had coming to them. It may not have been acceptable, but I couldn't let some murderer or some pedophile walk the streets...There's some one coming I have to stop riding and hide this. It was just a guard, cell check he found this but let me keep it. He beat for hiding it, but I've had some pretty bad beatings out on the yard. It's funny a month in prison and you go from every ones punching bag to a some what popular fellow. I mean I have some enemies, but people also wa